I’ve always been contemplating on what to be or what to do when I grow up. I have an idea of what I would like to major in but I always hear people say “follow your dreams” and to do a job that makes me happy, not my parents. Well, the job that I’ve always kinda wanted has a very average pay, yes, people say “money doesn’t buy happiness” okay well it contributes to happiness. I know my parents want me to have a well paying job so I could live a life that they never had or got a chance to accomplish like I have right now. But I don’t want to wake up every morning not enjoying my job, but then again, I have found myself in so many situations where I have wanted this or that, or wanted to go to somewhere but money always got in the way and I wasn’t able to live my life so far as much as I wanted to because of money issues. I don’t want to keep living that way. I don’t know what I want. I’m in between. And also, ofcourse I’d like to make my parents happy and proud, for all they’ve sacrificed for me? Being successful would not even amount up to it. I guess I’ll figure this all out soon, very soon.

Back up plan? Marry a goodlooking, filthy rich, well educated, good family background dude that I meet on a plane or at a coffee shop, etc. Yes, sounds like a plan.